

The Far Off NeighborI wish to visit a neighbor who lives far away. She lives in a run down old house with 2 black cats and 5 stray dogs. She pouts and sighs if something so much and mumbles into her way. I wish to visit the flustered woman far and away. What feelings and what senses does she bring alive they inquire ? I say,6 she says 9. Where she gets that I'll never know.The Far Off Neighbor


Why am I so Sad ?Why must I be such a sad and boring individual ?Why am I so Sad ?
Life is wondrous and amazing and loving ! Yet,I feel nothing. I'll stare out into the distance,looking over the hills to see birds swoon and call for their lover,moves and gestures so beautiful and natural. Yet,it doesn't arouse any thing inside.or make me happy,I walk around the vast suburbia around me,cut off from everything challenging and disturbing,but its disturbing unto itself.
Why do I feel as if God hates me with such fervor and loathing,even if he may as well be right beside me ? What made me this way,who's to blame ? Who's to praise for this person I've be
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